Leaila H.
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I have been saved now for over 7 yrs now. My husband and I have been married for 9 yrs and we have had this one big roller coaster of nightmare that seems to not be ending. James and I have been married a 1 1/2 yrs before his accident which left him paraylized from the waist down and in a wheelcahir. During this time of my life I was struggling and was still struggling with the reason and why this accident ever had to happen anyway and turn out the way it did. I was angry and I did not understand why this was happening to us. At the time we had started going to church until we started hanging out with our old friends again and then we drifted that way again. The accident was on Feb 25, 2000. Since then I have grown in the Lord and James has grown in the Lord and is also anticapaiting on preaching when he gets back home. James has been in and out of the hospital for a while now and this last time he has been in a nursing home for over a year now. In october he had two major surgeries that he had a left hip ball socket removed because it was causing a bad staff infection that the Lord healed him from and that he is really recovering more than he has since the first day that he went into the nursing home. I was sitting at my computer one day when I recieved this invitation from faithvine dave to join the faithvine network. When I clicked on everything and finished everything that I was asked to do I started crying and I finally realized why things was going so crazy for me and that was I was not letting God take care of the things that i was struggling with and didnt realize that I was struggling with them untill I heard this little vooice say LET GO AND LET ME TAKE CARE OF THEM FOR YOU. I know this was the voice of the Lord, I prayed and told God that I will let hgo so that he can take control of the reigns of my life because i only make a mess of things. I may not fully understand why that accident and why it was James that got hurt, or why these things keep on happening to James and I but I do know who does know and I am letting God control every area of my life from now on because I am not able to sdo it my self because he is the one that knows what to do and how to do it and when. I just rejoyice because ever since I told God that He had conmtrol of my life things have fallen into place and t hings is being done. I was like $350.00 behind on my lot rent and trailer payment. Well, I was told today that my landlord had recieved two checks to py my rent up in full just this week. I will not have to move and that this is a blessing from God because I could not have done this by my self and I pray that it will continue to get better as time goes on and that James will come home soon to live. I miss James very much and I try to get to the nursing home and see him as much as I can and when I can not I at least try to talk to him on t he phone. I just Praise the Lord and thank him for every thing that he has done for me. |
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I read an email fom faithvine dave and when I came to the web site I could feel the love fo God all over me. I have been struggling with somethings within my walk with the Lord and I believe that I may have found the prefect site in order to help me with those obstacles which is getting in the way of my walk with God.
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